As I sat up in the bed I was lying on. I looked directly through his eyes and said to myself, ' Who is this? Could it be...no...that he was sent to comfort and help me?' His eyes was in a shade of brown and was filled with hapiness and care. He smiled at me and said, 'Do you need help?' I nodded and asked, 'Are you...?' but I failed to continue what I was saying. I turned my sight to the window that was on the left side of the cold room. I stood up and walked towards it. I stared outside with a blank stare and said to myself, ...this will never end...how hard I try... I felt tears starting to flow from my eyes. The warmth of my tears made me feel better from the cold atmosphere of the room. I closed my eyes and thought of the wonderful things I have done before I felt cold. I cried but I was smiling... I was recalling every memory I have from the past. Someone laid it's hand on my shoulder...I looked at my back and saw him smiling... his eyes told me that he, also, is in the same situation I have now...Behind his happiness, there lived a sudden sadness as mine.
I sat with him in dinner and we talked about each other. While we were talking and getting to know each other, I felt my heart falling for him. I can't look at his eyes directly now, every time I hear him saying something, I can feel my heart melt. After a few minutes, he asked me what was wrong. As I heard him say those words I frowned and didn't immediately answered. I looked down and took a deep breath. And answered, 'I was left...Alone with a cold heart and mind...I was thrown away like trash!' I tried not to cry, but the words hurt even more whenever I talked about them. He approached me when I was crying hard and laid his arms around my shoulders and led me in the room. He said, 'I'm really sorry... I was just wondering if both of us are the same...' As I heard these words it started to repeat in my head...He too?the same as my heart is feeling? I dried my tears and said, 'The same...?' He nodded and continued, '...I felt alone and lonely at the same time...My head was spinning...Until now...My heart is still looking for answers why...I just can't-' I threw my arms around him and hugged him tight I rested my head on his shoulders and I was crying... 'It's ok...I can exactly understand what you mean...'
The whole time I was with him, I could feel the presence of hope all around me. The case of both of us might be the reason why destiny lead us to each other. The things that was happening whenever I'm with him would always be a significant memories to keep in my heart. My life...it's starting to cahnge second by second I'm with him. The joy, laughter and trust we share within the both of us would never easily break down in our hearts...We will never forget any of these... A shining light guided us to escape from the cell of our sadness and loneliness from the world we came from and from the problems that made us to be lonely and outcasted...We were FREE... My life never felt so good!
Time passed by and the longer I stayed away from the dark corner of my world, there lives hope...Right beside me...Him...He helped me to see what my mission is in this world...Thank you...I lived a normal and happy life with him by my side, My life never felt so good! My life never felt so free! My life never felt so light and bright! I thank him for everything he showed me that made my life like this!
Time passed...I was walking...I saw figures...I looked closely... It's them...the ones who abandoned me once! why are they here? I looked more closely and walked towards them... They rushed towards me and enclosed me with their arms and tears saying...' We were so worried...We are so glad to see you again...We're sorry we didn't cared much!' As they hugged me, tears began to fall from my eyes and hope enlightened the dark corner of my world and changed it to a bright and fruitful future for me... But I thought you have abandoned me? Why are you here then?...' We didn't abandoned you...We didn't had time...We're really sorry' I can feel their tears pouring down on me and their worries down my shoulders... I can't believe it! Thank you!
I cried...I cried...I cried...I cried...With joy...With joy...With joy...WITH JOY!!
'As long as YOU stand by me,and I stand by YOU...We will always be together!'
-A.L.d.M
Entry @ 4:32 AM;
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
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Losing it...
The following days, it felt long and deserted. Everything around me feels cold and unearthly. My head is turning. My life is ruined. I only have myself to continue my life... alone. Every second in my life meant so much when I still have my family and friends...but when I forgot about them, my time felt sore and wasted. I never knew what I did. I am losing it...I;m letting my emotion take me away from them and to face fear. My head was spinning, I have no more hope in my heart that we'll be together again... All of the things that I should not be thinking about right now are stuck. I can't think straight and I can't keep my attention to a certain thing that long. I was losing it...LOSING IT!
I have no more time, nut I am still at my state of breaking down. As I looked outside, I could always feel the pain that my family and friends driven through my heart and soul. I wish I haven't been careless or stupid. I can't manage to see why I did it,still... I can't think of anything else to say over and over again, 'I'm stupid...I'm going crazy!' Can anybody help me! Evrything seems uncmfortable right now. we share blank stares at each other and snab. I don't know what the hell is wrong! My brain will explode because of the same thoughts in my head that I can't forget.
I was losing it...I was losing it...I was losing it...I cried...I cried...I cried...I was stupid...I was stupid...I was stupid...Worthless...
Within the time I was in my room, I was hoping for someone to talk to me and give me pices of advice through my heart and in my head. Here comes my helper, A girl that shares the same situation as mine. I looked at her and found her face happy but deep inside still full of pain and confusion. I went to her and seeked for advice. 'you share the same with me...Forget...Don't remember anything about them...You need to think that you are alone in this world with no problems...' I tried doing what she told me but it was worthless... 'It's not working...' and she left. My hope of bringning back the old memories and experiences were gone. I walked outside and found myself crying again in a bench. The rain was pouring, i felt myself falling down the chair...
My head was aching, my head was spinning,still. My eyes were heavy but it wants to be opened. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a figure infront of me...sitting beside the bed I was lying on. When my conciousness came back, I found a boy looking straight to my eyes, 'You're awake... I brought dinner for you...' he passed to me a tray filled with food. I took a glance at the food but didn't felt my appettite was ready. I looked back at his dreamy blue eyes. He caught my heart but didn't fixed it. My eyes filled with tears. I broke down and cried again. He switched his position and touched my back. 'Please don't cry...I didn't mean to take you here...It's just that I saw you fall from the bench and I think you are hurt...So I took care of you...' I continued crying, 'I wish they would do this to me right now...They think I'm nothing!' He got a handkerchief and wiped my tears away.
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
Entry @ 12:34 AM;
Sunday, May 21, 2006
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Incomplete
All my life I've been happy for everything that everyone whose around me gives me. I have a loving, understanding, trusted, caring family and friends. Everytime I'm with them, I can feel the importance of me being there with them. My presence for them is the same as my need to be with them forever. Every problem I face and meet, they're always in my heart and mind to support me...
As I grew farther from them, I went to school... Make new friends, I felt sadness and misery shivering anf filling inside my heart. I tried to figure out what's happening to me. Deep inside my troubled and confused feelings...I could feel myself incomplete. 'Incomplete am I...I still have myself to try...To figure out what's wrong with me...' These words repeated inside my head. everything seems awkward everytime I'm with them. My family doesn't recognize me anymore... My friends doesn't know me anymore... What's wrong with me? What happened to them? My feelings were crashing down, I was hurt... It's was a very horrible feeling, the first time I felt it... is worse! I faced the mirror infront of me and looked at my face that looks awkward and silent. Infront of me, is the face that I can't believe I have... The face of sadness. Behold my life that came crashing down. As I looked infront of me, my face I see, I saw a tear that fell from my eye, it flowed down to my cheeks, I heard it's little splash that means it met the surface... I can feel more tears flowing continuously down my face and I remebered eveything that made me happy...but know made me really blue. I looked up, '...My family... Friends... What have I done? Am I not their, anymore?' I cried...I tried... To forget what was happening. I looked outside, the rain was pouring, my eyes were filled with tears that I could feel falling down my eyes... I cried...and cried...
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
Entry @ 6:19 PM;
Thursday, May 18, 2006
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"Happy Ending"
Konoha was in a blooming state that morning. Everybody was doing fine, even our lovebirds Naruto and Hinata. All of them were in their usual training. Naruto was with Sir Kakashi and Sakura. Hinata was with Kiba, Shino and Kurenai.
During the training, Sir Kakashi and Sakura were asking Naruto, over and over and over again, about his relationship with Hinata. 'Come on, Naruto!' Sakura exclaimed. 'I'm ordering you to speak, Naruto! I'm your sensei!' Kakashi said. Naruto just looked at them and said, 'You two are too nosey!' Sir Kakashi and Sakura didn't stopped asking Naruto which made him to stand up and exclaim, 'I HATE NOSEY PEOPLE LIKE YOU TWO!' Silence fell. Naruto took a deep breath and said, 'I'm sorry...It's just-' 'We know...We are getting too nosey about you and Hinata's relationship...' Sakura said. 'We should shut up now.' added Kakashi. Naruto laughed and they all laughed. They continued their training and managed to finish what Sir Kakashi wants them to do.
In Hinata's training everybody was concentrating on what they were doing. They were practising avoiding on-air kunais and shurikens. Hinata managed to pass 29 but failed to avoid the last shuriken and got hurt. She had a deep cut on her arm. Miss Kurenai and her teammates rushed to her. 'Hinata! Are you alright?' yelled Kurenai from the distance. 'Hang on!' Exclaimed Kiba. Shino reached the destination of Hinata first. 'I'm okay...But the cut's swelling...' Hinata explained with deep breaths. 'Hinata this won't hurt a bit...' Miss Kurenai applied a little bit of alcohol on Hinata's cut and wrapped it with a clean piece of cloth. 'We shall end this training for now, Hinata needs to rest... Her cut might open up and bleeds more if we continue... You're dismissed.' Kurenai helped Hinata to stand up and told her, 'Be careful the next time we are going to do that okay?' Hinata nodded and walked home.
The day was exhausting but still was fun. Naruto was hungry, he decided to go for a bowl of hot ramen before going to sleep. He went out and walked his way to the ramen stand. He reached the place and ordered. While he was eating, somebody touched his back and said, 'Hi...' Naruto held the hand that had touched him and said, 'Hi...Hinata...' Hinata sat down beside Naruto and smiled at him. Naruto ordered another ramen for Hinata and asked, 'How's the training?' Naruto faced his ramen again and continued gobbling up the noodles then answered, 'It's fine... But Sakura and Sir Kakashi always bug me with the things they knew about us...' he laughed then continued, 'It's no biggy!' She smiled at her and said, 'I got cu-' but before she could complete what she was about to say, Naruto rushed to hold her hand and pulling it towards him and exclaiming, 'YOU'RE WOUNDED?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!' Hinata pulled her hand back and said, 'I'm okay now... I just got back from the hospital...' Naruto looked at her and asked, 'Where's the cut?' Hinata pulled back her sleeve and showed Naruto her wound. Naruto's eyes widened. 'WOAH! That's quite DEEP one!' they laughed.
After eating, Naruto asked Hinata if she can walk with him. Hinata answered, 'Of course...Why not... Where are we going?' Naruto didn't answer but he has a smile on his face. Hinata followed Naruto, who was holding her hand. Naruto continued walking without stopping. When they reached the place, Hinata's eyes widened and a smile appeared on her face. The view was great. The moon was nested gracefully and silently between two majestic mountains. Naruto looked at Hinata and saw her gazing at the view, he looked back at the moon and said, 'I want you to see that view with me tonight...because-' but before he could complete was he was about to say Hinata hugged him and said, 'Thank you...Naruto...' Naruto enclosed Hinata in his warm hug and continued what he was saying, '...before I leave tomorrow for my mission with Sakura and Sir Kakashi... I hope you like it...' Hinata hugged Naruto tighter and tears where falling down her cheeks, 'Good luck... I don't like it...' she looked back at Naruto and said, '...I love it...' Naruto looked at her. The moon was bright that night, Naruto looked directly at Hinata's eyes and said,
'...Hinata...'
'...Naruto...'
As the cool breeze passed-by them, Naruto leeaned closer to Hinata, Hinata closed her eyes.
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"The night was bright and cool... Beside the beautiful moon looking at them, Naruto and Hinata, a sight to behold... two lovers... dreaming of the best for the both of them... Kissing under a very majestic and gentle shinning light of the moon... Hoping that both of them would always be by each others side and Heart..."
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"The night was bright and cool... Beside the beautiful moon looking at them, Naruto and Hinata, a sight to behold... two lovers... dreaming of the best for the both of them... Kissing under a very majestic and gentle shinning light of the moon... Hoping that both of them would always be by each others side and Heart..."
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The End
Thank you for reading this story I made!! Hope you loved it!! It's buh-bye for Naruto and Hinata's story...hehehe!!
*Watch out for new and exciting instalments and stories!! :-)*
Entry @ 8:59 PM;
Sunday, May 14, 2006
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The Date :-)
Naruto got ready to have his date with Hinata. He got dressed up at qurter to 3 and went to the compound of the Hyuuga's at 3:50 pm. Naruto waited outside for Hinata. While waiting, he saw Neji, he waved to him. Neji saw him and smiled back. He approached Naruto and asked, 'What are you doing here?' Naruto answered, 'Going to spend some time with your cousin...' he looked seriously at him and said, 'Don't you dare do something stupid! Or else...You'll be facing me!' Naruto nodded. After a while, Hinata went out and waved at Naruto. Neji approached his cousin and said, 'Take care...be careful... Just tell me if he did something to you.' Hinata smiled and nodded. She went to Naruto and walked safely away from the compound.
While they were going to the ramen stand, Naruto stopped walking and offered his hand for Hinata to hold. She looked at him and said, 'Are you sure?' He answered, 'OF COURSE! Your my girlfriend...' she held Naruto's hand and continued walking. Along the way, they met Sakura and Lee talking, Ino and Shikamaru yelling at each other and...Kiba. He was passing by a stall when he saw Hinata with Naruto. He looked sad that time. Hinata approached him and said, 'I'm sorry if I have to dump you that early...is it okay?' He smiled at Hinata and said, 'It's okay Hinata...As long as you still participate good in our missions as a team! Also, I could already see that you and Naruto are having a great time with each other! Don't worry about me!' Hinata smiled at him and waved goodbye. Naruto looked at him and smiled. They continued walking. They reached the ramen stand and ordered ramen. After eating, Naruto asked Hinata, 'Do you want to go with me over there?' his finger pointed at the mountain where the faces of the Hokages were carved on. Hinata nodded. Naruto offered his hand again and Hinata held it tight. They went to that monument and stared at it for a moment then, 'My face would be carved there!' Naruto told Hinata. She giggled and said, 'It's not that easy to get your face carved there! You need to train and learn new and powerful techniques before you can be a Hokage...' Naruto nodded and said, 'That's what I'm working on right now! O will try hard to achieve my dream of being a Hokage!' Naruto smiled and stared at the faces again, silence fell. Hinata looked at Naruto, who was still gazing at the monument, and held his hand and said, 'I know you can do it!' Naruto went red and smiled at her.
After looking at the monument, Naruto told Hinata that he'll do anything just to achieve that position. While walking, they saw Sir Kakashi, Naruto waved at him. Sir Kakashi looked at them both and said, 'Wow, Where are you two lovebirds going?' Hinata went red and Naruto answered, 'That, Sir Kakashi, Is not your business!' Kakashi eyed Naruto and said, 'You can't keep any secrets from my sharingan, NARUTO!' Naruto looked back and said, 'Okay sir...I know!' Kakashi looked back at HInata and said, 'Becareful now...Naruto can get violent somehow...' When Naruto heard this he looked at sir Kakashi with anger and said, 'SIR!!I AM NOT VIOLENT!' Kakashi looked at Naruto and looked back at Hinata and said, 'See what I mean? Well, Sorry for ruining your date, Naruto...I'll be going now...Hinata...bye!' Then he walked away. Naruto eyed sir Kakashi and said, 'Wierd sensei!' Hinata giggled. Naruto looked at her with a red face and said, 'Don't mind him...' Naruto held Hinata's hand and continued to walk.
Naruto guided Hinata to a new place, Cherry blossoms around the place, birds chirping, silent and most of all...Naruto calls it Romantic. There was a bench there and Naruto let Hinata to sit beside him. He started to talk, 'You know Hinata...I wanted you to go with me to this place earlier...But I decided to take you here in this time... Because I want you to see the most beautiful sunset you would ever see...' Hinata looked at him and said, 'I can't wait...Naruto...' after a few minutes, The sun began to set. Through the horizon, orange light covers it because of the setting of the sun, Above the sun wa sorange in color with a bit of violet shade to let every body to know that night was coming. Hinata's eyes sparkled when seeing this sight. Naruto laid his arm across Hinata's shoulder and said, 'What can you say?' Hinata looked at him with tears in her eyes, but she was smiling, 'It's Fantastic!' whenshe said these words she plunged to Naruto and gave him a hug. Naruto hugged her back and said, 'Anything to please my girlfriend...'
After the beautiful sunset, Hinata and Naruto walked back to the Hyuuga compound. When they arrived, Neji was there. Naruto waved at him and he smiled at them. 'So how was it?' he asked Hinata and Naruto. 'It was fun!' Hinata answered. Naruto just smiled at him. Neji left them alone at the entrance of the compound. Hinata before going in, gave Naruto a kiss on the cheek. Naruto went red and said, 'Goodnight...Hinata...' Hinata smiled at him. She went in the compound and Naruto started to go back to his room.
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
note: After this...will be the last installment! so I hope you loved the story! you can tag me if you have any ideas of stories you want me to do...I'll do it don't worry! hehehe!
-SAYONARA-
Entry @ 11:15 PM;
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
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"A Night of Forgiveness and Love"
In his room, Naruto, sat on a chair and tried to figure out what was wrong with him. 'Naruto...what's wrong with you...' he kept saying repeatedly to himself and
seem to fail to know what is wrong with him. He went to his bed that night and closed his eyes. He tried to sleep but al of his thoughts were bugging him. He sat up and sighed. He got dressed and decided to have a nice walk outside.
He went to the same place where Kiba found him. He sat down. He looked up, ' It's a very starry night...I wish...Hi-' but before he could complete what he was about to say to himself, he felt the presence of somebody else. He looked to his right and found Hinata standing and looking at him. He stood up, Hinata started to walk towards him. He started to walk, and began to run towards her. Hinata ran towards him. When they were about to meet, Naruto opened his arms. They met, Naruto immediately closed his arms and hugged HInata tightly while saying, 'Hinata...I miss you so much!' Hinata rested her head on Naruto's shoulder and wrapping her arms on Naruto. Naruto could feel her tears pouring and dropping from her cheeks to his shoulder.
'Naruto...''It's okay now Hinata...'
'I'm sorry...' Hinata whispered.
Naruto released his hug and laid his hands on Hinata's shoulders and said, 'It's me that needs to say sorry...' Hinata smiled at him and he smiled back.
They sat beside each other. Hinata listened to Naruto's explanation. 'I'm really REALLY sorry Hinata... I mean... Neji really wanted me to not be with you... He's anti-ME! I dunno about your cousin... he's wierd in some things...especially our relationship!' Hinata giggled. Naruto sighed and asked, 'So what happened to you and Kiba?' Hinata looked at him and answered with a wide smile, 'We broke up.' Naruto looked at her with shock and said, 'REALLY?! When?' she looked at the tree that was infront of them and answered, 'Remember when Kiba found you? and I found you about to kick his ass? Well, after that I decided that I'm ready to forgive you and to break up with him...You should've seen his reaction!' They laughed. They stopped laughing when Hinata pinched Naruto and told him to look at his right, Neji was standing there.
Neji approached them, Naruto stood up and said, 'You can beat me up! Just don't hurt Hinata!' he glared at Naruto and looked at Hinata. Hinata's face was full of fear. Neji asked her, 'Do you really love Naruto?' Hinata nodded. Neji sighed and looked at Naruto. He smiled at Naruto and said, 'I'll do anything to make my little cousin happy!' Naruto and Hinata both looked happy and hugged Neji the same time. Neji waited for them to let go of him. When they released Neji from their hug, Naruto asked him, 'But Neji...Why did you had a deal with me about leaving Hinata?' he looked at Naruto and answered, 'I was worried... The whole time she had this relationship with you, she's always sad and worried...I thought it would be good that I would separate both of you...But I was wrong.' he looked at both of them and bowed down, 'I'm really sorry for doing something really bad to your relationship...' Hinata touched Neji's cheek and said, 'It's okay my cousin...As long as you would stop trying to separate Naruto from me...' Neji looked at her and answered, 'Why would I repeat the mistake I did? When I could already see infront of me how happy you are in Naruto's hands...' he smiled at them and bowed down again. Naruto patted Neji's back and said, 'Thanks Neji!' he looked at Naruto and smiled.
Neji waved goodbye and goodnight to Hinata and Naruto. After watching Neji's shadows fading away, they sat back. Naruto looked up and said, 'It's a starry night...' Hinata looked up and said, 'Yes it is...It would be perfect if I would spend it with...' she looked at Naruto, who's still looking up, and laid her hand on his hand and held it tight. Naruto looked at her and she continued what she was saying, '...You.' A moment of silence fell, Naruto held Hinata's other hand and said, 'I love you...' he saw Hinata blushing. She replied, 'I love you too...' Naruto released Hinata's hand and placed his hand behind her head and slowly pulling her closer to him. Hinata laid her hand on Naruto's left leg and slowly making herself to let Naruto pull her closer to him. Hinata's heart was pounding hard but she was relaxed. Naruto looked at her. When their noses were about to meet, Hinata closed her eyes...so did Naruto, they could feel the cool breeze around them and could hear the wind whispering to them. Naruto pulled Hinata gently, for the last time, and delivered to her a very passionate and deep kiss on her lips. Hinata can feel herself growing warm. Naruto wrapped his arms on Hinata, Hinata wrapped her arms on Naruto.
It was starting to grow cold, Naruto and Hinata walked together. With Naruto's hand laid across Hinata's shoulder, Hinata could feel the warmth it gives to her to not make her feel cold while walking. When they arrived at the compound of the Hyuugas, Naruto held Hinata's hands and said, 'Goodnight, Hinata...' Hinata answered, 'Goodnight, Naruto...' she slowly leaned towards Naruto and gave him a goodnight kiss. After the kiss, Naruto looked at Hinata and said, 'Hinata...I want to give you this...I worked hard to get that for you...' he handed Hinata a small box that made Hinata to jump and hug him. With the box in her hand Hinata said, 'THANK YOU!' Naruto blushed and said, 'Anything to make my girlfriend happy...'
Naruto looked at Hinata and said, 'Do you want to go out with me?' Hinata nodded and asked, 'What time?'
'5 o' clock...The same place.'
'Okay...goodnight...'
Naruto started to walk. Along the way, he met Sakura who had a wide smile on her face. Naruto looked at her and asked, 'What's up?' Sakura shrieked and said, 'YOU KISSED HER! CONGRATULATIONS!' Naruto looked at her and asked, 'How did you know?' Sakura pointed at the direction behind Naruto, Neji was there standing and leaning on a wall and was smiling at him. He started to walk towards Naruto. Naruto was confused, 'How did you...?' Neji immediately answered, 'You might think I was gone already... When I was sure that you couldn't see me anymore, I crept in the trees and waited for what would happen next!' Naruto blushed and said, 'I'll go home now...' Neji and Sakura waved goodbye.
Entry @ 10:31 PM;
Sunday, May 07, 2006
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Opinions from Sakura...Jealousy??
The sky was clear and sunny the next day. Naruto was going to the ramen stand to eat lunch. Along the way, he met Sakura and had a chat with her, 'What's up, Naruto?' Naruto looked at her with a smile and answered, 'I think she doesn't like me anymore...' Sakura's mouth fell open. Silence fell...Then, 'WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!' Sakura stood up and slapped Naruto. He looked at Sakura after her slap and said, 'Why did you-' Sakura grabbed his shirt and raised him from his seat and shouted, 'ARE YOU JUST GOING TO SIT DOWN AND RELAX?! DIDN'T YOU THOUGHT OF WHAT HINATA MIGHT FELL RIGHT NOW??' He avoided Sakura's glare,'WHY WOULD I?!' he exclaimed.'BECAUSE I KNOW-' Sakura argued but failed...
'WHAT?! ABOUT NEJI BUTTING IN WITH ME AND HINATA'S RELATIONSHIP?!' he snorted.'WELL-' She tried to talk but... Naruto freed himself from her grip and pulled her and shouted at her, 'WELL?? WHAT??YOU HAVE NOTHING-' before Naruto could continue, Sakura slapped him again and said, 'You're WORTHLESS!' she looked at Naruto ,with eyes full of anger, and left him.
Naruto touched his cheek that Sakura slapped twice, 'I don't know what's wrong with her...' he continued walking towards the ramen stand. He ordered his favorite ramen. While he was eating, he heard a familiar voice from outside of the stand, he looked out and found a girl he loved...Hinata. His heart fell when he saw Kiba with her now. He wanted to punch him, but he saw Hinata's face...full of happiness. He remembered the times when he was with Hinata. 'I haven't seen Hinata so happy...' He looked at her, he saw her kissed Kiba on the cheek. He felt so sad, he turned his attention again to his ramen. He lost his appetitte. He left the stand and began walking to the park. He sat on a bench that was shadowed by a big tree. He tried to relax and forget what he just saw. 'Hinata...having fun?? With Kiba??' his heart searched for valid answers why would HInata do such a thing...and if she broke up with him already...
He stared at two birds nested on a branch of a tree. His heart fell so hard that he can't think straight. He looked back at the direction of the place where he found Hinata. He closed his eyes and said to himself, 'What the hell is wrong with you, Naruto?' he immediately remembered what Sakura told him. He opened his eyes, 'Naruto??Hello??' a familiar voice called to him. He saw Kiba just standing infront of him and was looking happy and blushing. Naruto looked at him with the same expression when he saw him with HInata. Kiba smiled at him, 'You wouldn't believe what just happened this afternoon!' Naruto glared at him when he heard this words, 'I don't care, KIBA!' Kiba looked at Naruto and saw him glaring at him and he asked, 'What's wrong?' Naruto stood up, 'The problem...THE PROBLEM??' Kiba looked confused.
'THE PROBLEM, KIBA... IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS! NOW SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!' Naruto shouted.
'Naruto?? What's wrong with you??' Kiba snorted.
Naruto got irritated and grabbed Kiba's shirt and shouted, 'WRONG?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! I'LL TELL YOU-' but before he could continue what he was about to say, he saw Hinata looking at him and Kiba. He released Kiba and inserted his hands in his pocket and started to walk away. Kiba was fixing his shirt when Hinata said, 'Naruto...' Naruto didn't bother to look back at her. Hinata felt him angry and irritated. She went to Kiba and helped him to fix his shirt. Naruto walked silently back to his room.
Entry @ 1:28 AM;
Thursday, May 04, 2006
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A Love in A Shy Girl's Heart
Hinata was sitting with Naruto in abench near the park. It was a cloudy and cool day. They were there for more than 3 hours now and they still didn't said a word during the whole time. Naruto was looking at Hinata with a worried look and asked her, 'What's wrong Hinata?' Hinata who was looking down, her face was filled with sadness. she looked at Naruto and showed him a sad face and answered, 'It's nothing...' Naruto went closer to her and touched her forehead, 'Are you sick?' Hinata shook her head. Naruto withdrew his hand and looked at Hinata again, 'Come on Hinata...You can share anything to me...Don't be shy...' Hinata avoided his stare at her. She turned her back at him and said, 'Can I have silence first?' Naruto immediately went back to his sitting position and waited for Hinata to say something.
After a few hours, the sky grew darker and the air was colder. He looked up at the sky, 'I think it's gonna rain...' then, to Hinata. He saw tears falling from Hinata's cheeks and immediately said, 'Why are you crying?' Hinata wiped her tears and didn't answered Naruto. A few more minutes, Naruto can't stand the silence anymore and said, 'I'm afraid you don't want to talk to me anymore, Hinata... I should be going now...' She looked at Hinata... she saw a little shiver from her. He looked worried and found more tears falling from Hinata's face. He sat back and removed his jacket and laid it on Hinata's back and said, 'I think your cold...' Hinata looked up. She felt Naruto's hands around her waist. She was shocked and was happy at the same time. She held Naruto's hand and said, 'I'm Okay now...Naruto...' He released Hinata from his hug and said, 'Good! Now let's get some hot Ramen!!' he smiled at her and she smiled back.
They went to the ramen stand and ate ramen together. During that time Naruto was telling stories to Hinata. Hinata also told stories to him.
After eating, Hinata and Naruto walked out from the ramen stand and walked towards the compound of the Hyuuga's. Naruto looked at Hinata who was , again, looking sad. He held her hand and said, 'You'll look UGLY if you keep on doing that! And I don't want that to happen...' Hinata looked at him, They made eye contact and both of them turned red and immediately withdrew their stares to each other. They reached the compound. Naruto was about to let go of Hinata's hand when she held it more tight and said, 'Thank you for a wonderful night...Naruto' Naruto looked at her and answered, 'Your welcome...Hinata' they smiled at each other. Hinata let go of Naruto's hand and got his jacket from her body and held it out to Naruto. Naruto shook his head and said, 'You can have it...I got lots of spare...' she held it tight, 'Thank you...' Naruto was about to leave when he remembered that he was going to ask Hinata what was wrong. He faced Hinata, but before he could speak, 'Me and Neji had a conflict this morning...and it was about me having a relationship with you...Naruto. He wouldn't be talking to me for a long time now...He told me that you might cheat on me...He was worried.' Naruto bowed her head and said, 'I know about that...he talked to me when I was about to fetch you...He told me that I need to go away from you...' Silence fell.
Naruto looked back at Hinata nd said, 'But, he was wrong...' Hinata looked at him with confusion, 'What are you talking about?' Naruto held her hand and said, 'I wouldn't cheat to you...you already know that I love you...' Hanata's heart pounded. She pulled Naruto and hugged him. Neji was having a walk through the village and was going home. he stopped at the sight of Naruto hugging his cousin...Hinata. He rushed to them and pulled Naruto away from Hinata and faced him. 'What are you doing here? I thought we had a deal?' Hinata's eyes opened wide and she looked at shock at Naruto, 'A DEAL? Are you...' Naruto avoided Hinata's look and said, 'That deal was off NEJI!' 'NO IT'S NOT, NARUTO! YOU SHOULD GO AWAY FROM HINATA!!' Hinata's eyes filled with tears. She looked at Neji and said, 'Let go of him...I'll take care of him...' 'BUT?!...' Neji resisted. 'JUST LET GO OF HIM!!' cried Hinata. Neji immediately released Naruto and backed away. Hinata looked at Naruto, 'How could you do this to me?' he stared at Hinata and answered, 'I don't want to...I don't want to...Be away from you...' Hinata's eyes were filled by tears again. She reached and touched Naruto's face, 'I'm sorry...you need to go now...' She turned her back to Naruto and faced Neji, 'Let's go home now Neji...' he nodded and lead the way. Hinata didn't bothered to look back at Naruto.
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
Entry @ 10:14 PM;
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
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Part 3
I waited for my eyes to let me see what was behind the figure infront of me. I stared at it and rubbed my eyes. The light shined more and my sight was blurred. I rubbed my eyes and was shocked to see..MY BESTFRIEND! Standing infront of me and was looking at me with a sad face. I rubbed my eyes and couldn't believe what I was seeing. As she opened her mouth to say something, my eyes went watery and I rushed to her and hugged her. She was just standing there but I could feel her warm tears fall from her eyes and to my shoulder. I looked at her and with my tears falling and my emotions flowing, I can't manage to say something to her. I smiled at her and she said, 'I'm really sorry for what happened...I'm just...Shocked...' I was smiling at her and in my head I feel confused of what she was confessing to me. I got her hand and held it tight, 'I don't know what you are talking about! But it's okay you can explain when I want to know what's going on... It's just that Im happy that we are friends again...' I wiped my tears and hugged her again.
After the crying moments, We were already sharing lots of secrets with each other and was laughing...together. I was so happy that I would want nothing except being with my bestfriend forever! 'Ahmm...I was wondering...what was that "Shocked" thing you were talking about?' she looked at me, 'Well, that "BITCH" told me that you hated me and you never want to see me anymore...I was shocked and I told myself that you wouldn't do that...Until I met you in a room and I said hi...but you immediately snabbed me and shouted at me to leave you alone...'
'I was doing something important at that time! I was busy and was stressed that's why I shouted at you...and also I didn't mean to do that to you...' I immediately answered her.
'I'm sorry also to disturb you at that time...'she said. 'It's okay...Now continue...' I listened carefully. '...I thought it was about time to tell you what was going on in my head and what I was thinking the whole time...then I saw you in that place and approached you...you did smiled at me...But I really need to tell you the truth on how I was feeling...' she stopped and smiled at me. 'i guess now that we are friends again...Let's go for a little shopping!!' I nodded and walked our way outside and enjoyed the whole day with my bestfriend.
THE END
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Entry @ 9:23 PM;
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part 2 of "Just plain....BORED!"
That night, It was a rainy, cold, dark night. The events that just happened that day were stuck in my head and I can't seem to be myself. I looked outside the wet and cold window in my room, 'How could she...I can't understand...Am I getting retarded now?!' I stared outside with my eyes filling again with tears. I looked at two figures that were walking across the side walk. I looked at them and immediately my brain started to make me see me and my bestfriend. I quickly avoided to look at the figures and faced my room. It was silent and all I could hear is the rain drops that were falling down the rooftop. I went to bed with my best friends memory fresh and stuck.
I woke up, and found myself sitting in a corner and was staring at a door. I waited for the door to open. After a few seconds, The door salmmed outward and a figure was visible from the bright light at the back of it. I rubbed my eyes and looked forward. the figure came close to me and I saw what it was. My bestfriend...Looking directly at me and was...covered with BLOOD! My spine tingled and my hair on the back of my forehead rose. The site of my bestfriend, full of blood, made me cry, 'WHY ARE YOU COVERED WITH BLOOD?' shejust stared at me with her eyes full of anger. 'ANSWER ME!' she made the numb look again at me. My eyes, wide open, was filling with tears and my heart was in the most painful state I ever had felt. My tears flowed fast down my cheeks. I can't stare at my bestfriend anymore! I stood up and hugged my bestfriend. I can't help myself from crying that hard.
I suddenly sat up in bed and cold sweat was dripping from my face. I wiped it and sighed, 'Thank God it's just a NIGHTMARE!' I stood up and rubbed my eyes. I manage to see the photo of me and my bestfriend in my sidetable. I sat up and looked at it. Suddenly the door suddenly opened with a loud BANG! I jumped and looked at the situation. It looks like the same as my dream! I gasped and waited for what will happen next.
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
Entry @ 1:30 AM;
Monday, May 01, 2006
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