I was walking along a narrow hallway and was wondering if ever I can think of some simple thing i could do, just to take my boredom away. I thought of lots of things. But all of it are plain STUPID! I concentrate really hard. Then, out of nowhere...I saw my bestfriend! 'Oh God she was there on time!' I waved at her and smiled at the same time. But the only thing I saw out of her lonely face is a frown and a glare of anger. I wondered why, I approached her and she immediately avoided me. I was curios and at the same time confused why is she avoiding me.
I recalled the last time I was with her. We went to the beach front for a nice walk. During that time I saw my best friends best reactions to everything I said and the beautiful smile she had across her face. During that week also, I recalled, the time I went to her house for dinner and I saw her happy face the whole night.
I don't know what was happening. I am so damn confused! I dunno what was up with her. I sat down a chair and thought, 'What the hell is wrong with her?! I can't understand!' I felt her walked passed me. I looked at her but she didn't bother to look back at me. My whole world came crashing down when she glared at me in a very angry way and said, 'Pretending that you don't know me?eh?! Well, for me...YOU'RE NOTHING BUT...NOTHING TO ME NOW!!' I opened my mouth and asked, 'What are you talking about?' She didn't listened to what I said and just continued, 'Our so-called-friendship is OVER!' She walked away and my eyes followed her until she was out of sight.
My eyes were filled by tears and the happy times with my bestfriend began flashing in front of me. I could'nt help it. i can't help myself to release the heaviness I am feeling inside. I covered my face with my hands and cried.
>>TO BE CONTINUED...
Entry @ 1:30 AM;
Saturday, April 29, 2006
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